Today I have tons and tons of work. My work is going to help many people.
Today, I conquered my temper. And realised that I have been doing this rather more often than I have in the past.
Today, everything looks wonderful and rosy. My lovely home. My wonderful career (and my show of courage in going for it despite everyone’s best effort to frighten me into the rat race). My healthy relationship with the ex (which both he and I deserve credit for this) which has been hard won and has the ancillary benefit of teaching how truly wonderful it is to learn to forgive (while at the same time not deliberately putting oneself in the way of hurt).
I feel stretched. And I know that I will feel even more stretched in the years to come.
I feel in control. I know that there will be problems but after so long, so very long, I know that I’ll be able to handle them.
Happy happy day!
